Day 116
he broke my heart. I heard it break.
I told him that if he wants to sleep with someone i am not in his way. If he doesnt want to, it must be because of his feelings not because of what i want.
Well, obviously i thought he is going to say i love you and i wont sleep with another woman. But he didnt!
I told him so you wanna sleep with someone? He said yes. I asked who? And he named that one person...
I knew she had a crush on him. He kept saying she is not going to sleep with someone unless she is married to him. Dont worry. Lol.
When i got sad, he got angry. I wanted to scream. I wanted to shout at him, i wanted to tell him he broke my heart... but i didnt.
I cried for like ten minutes, my pants were wet from my tears. Then i stopped. I cant cry now. I just have a heartache. Something inside of me hurts. It really hurts.
He broke my heart, and he doesn’t even know it.
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