Day 176

well, yesterday was valentines day. He was so worried and sad that he couldnt buy me anything and i assured him that I absolutely don’t care about gifts.

But i was expecting an instagram story at least, you know! This is our first valentine...

But nothing. Im really disappointed. All he did was post a story about a gym couples valentine and tag my name in it, but like so small that no one can see. I dont care if its small, but i thought he would post something more romantic...

I didnt post anything because i wanted to see what he would do first and...i just... :(

Im still madly in love tho...

Day 171

he loves me. Im sure of it. They way he worries, the way he cares, the way i can tell him anything and he will still love me... they all prove how much he cares.

But im having bad thoughts again. It started suddenly. What if someone got close to him and made him fall in love? I told him, he assured me this wont happen.

But what if it does? I cant picture myself with anyone else. I hope im wrong. I hate these thoughts. He is my one and only...

Day 163

do not forget that i will love you forever...

He tells me every day :)

Day 162

he is on a work trip, i miss him :( we dont get to talk much :(

Day 161

A year since we got close, almost a year since we got together, almost 6months since we met...

And not a day i felt less in love than yesterday ^-^ 

Day 160

he finally went to the doctor, lol.

Day 159

well, he thaught me statistics. And he liked doing it, and all i could think about was how perfect he is :*

Day 157

he wanted to buy me a valentine present and post it. I asked him not to. Its too much trouble for him.

Also, he asked me not to take off my glasses when i take a picture for him. He said he loves me the way i am and that my glasses wont make me ugly ( which i really think do).

I think this kind of love is rare, i am so lucky.

Day 156

i have exams, he has workshops -_-

Day 155

when he wakes up, he takes a selfie and sends it to me. Its usually dark, you cant see a thing, except for his wide opened eyes, and it is just sooooooo cuteeeee :))