Day 194

his caption was: i want to break free from your love !!!

I asked him if it was true and he said no its just a song playing in my head. I told him why dont you keep acting like i dont exist?

Well, his answer made me cry ! He said because i dont feel safe and i dont know if i can keep up with this until you come here. “Do you want to go?” I asked and he said no i cant and dont want to let you go.

He sent a picture of his chest and said this will always be your place i promise. 

I told him how can you be so sure when you dont even trust our relationship and dont feel safe?

He didnt respond.

Honestly, i dont know if this relationship will workout or not. If you had ask me an hour ago I would’ve said definitely! But now? He is clearly looking for a new relationship. I feel like im here to keep him company and he will leave as soon as he finds someone near.

This hurts so bad. But i know one thing for sure. No one can love him like i do. No one cares about him like i do. No one is ready to do anything for him like i am...