Day 45

we didnt talk today. I went to university and he was working late and we couldnt get in touch.

It was midnight and i wanted to sleep. I told him where r u? And he said im in the jungle walking. We talked for like a minute and he said everyone in here came as a couple. He is the only single one there. I said  im so sorry that you are alone because of me and he said this is my choice and im more than happy with it.

I started crying, he said he has to go walk again he is getting cold. I told him to go and cried even more. I miss him. I miss his arms around me. I miss his kisses. This is so hard. So so hard...