Day 73

he made me really sad today.

Last night he was at his friends house and well...i didnt hear from him untill the morning after, something around 20 hours. Though i told him specifically that take pictures, he didnt take any.

Then i msg him that im going to bed. He replied a bit late and said oh i think youre asleep now and i said no im awake. He said why? Why dont you sleep? Please dont stay up because of me and i said okay i love you and i like to do this and then he went on and on about such a burden it is knowing that im waiting for him to reply so that i can go to sleep.

Too much to ask?

I got sad. I didnt show, he wouldn’t have noticed anyway. 

I didnt know msg ing me was a burden. Sorry if you have to spare a minute to say good night...!

Im really very much sad.