Day 117

today was a total hell. I did the hardest thing ever. I told him to sleep with anyone you want but never tell me about it.

He says he is nervous that deep down im still sad. 

Of course i am. He broke me. It takes time to heal. Im sad and it hurts. Everything hurts. Can i ever be that happy again?

He said “ I shouldn’t have asked you to be my girlfriend. Im not a gf type.” You wanna break up i said? He said of course not. Lol.

I knew it was too good to be true.

Im not a princess and this aint a fairytale...