Day 70

today he said the most amazing thing. He told me i give him strength and he is more confident when im around and he can do anything.

I blushed....<3

Day 69

Today i found out he follows his ex again. She is in America now. Apparently she pm him and asked him to forgive her and one thing led to another  and now they follow each other. Well...should i buy it?

I told him why didnt you tell me? He said it wasnt important. But it was to me! I want him to tell me everything...

Anyways, my friend told me that im stupid. That he is going to leave me for a blonde citizen and leave me heart broken.

I dont want to think about that. He loves me, i believe it. I know its going to work out. He is my other half.

Day 68

today was fun.  He told me i really want you which made me feel good. We video called, looked at each other and slept afterwards.

Day 67

i feel better, today was better. We talked. I made him sleep :)) its gonna be ok.

Day 66

he called, he was happy. He told me he loves me and everything and it made me think maybe this is all in my head! Maybe nothings wrong...

Day 65

ive entered my dull phase. 

Im trying to push it back.

He bought vampire custom for halloween. Looks cute on him.

Day 64

he sent a story with this caption” everyone has someone whom always makes them smile. Today is my someone’s birthday.”

So obviously  i was really happy. He had finally started telling everyone that i am his gf and he also told me he hid his mom and family. And then it hit me hard. He hid everyone...almost. So i told him are you ashamed of our relationship? 

He said its becaude he doesn’t want his parents to ask questions and he knows they are against this relationship. Reasonable but...

Day 63

what did I tell you? Yup! He forgot. It was around 11pm that i sent my pictures to him and he said aww, and i said dont aww me! Say happy birthday!! And he said oh shit i forgot. And then he called.

This wasnt a surprise. I knew this would happen but i was hoping for something else. Like a romantic story, a call at midnight..idk...

Day 62

Well its already past midnight and he didnt say anything. 

I dont know, shall i wait unti tomorrow and tell him or wait till night? Hmm...

Day 61

we talked. He said that he is sorry and he feels so much better and he is being kind of super romantic after it. I dont know wether i shold be worried or not.