last night he confessed. He said he never stopped using weed and he never stoped smoking. He lied. But i understand. He is lonely. Its gonna be ok.
Also, he told me he wants me to be his wife. I know its not a big deal and it was just words but boy.... the happiness ...
these past few days we didnt talk much. I overslept :))
It dosnt make whats between us even a bit cold.
Im blessed. He is perfect. I know he is always there for me, we can do anything together.
+ my friend sent me a picture and by the time i decided i wanted it he was gone and couldnt buy it.
-what picture?
+ it was a lighter. Look at the pic.
- your friend is a boy?
+yeah
- dont worrt love, i will order the best zippo lighter for you.
His jealousy was so adorable.
he made me really sad today.
Last night he was at his friends house and well...i didnt hear from him untill the morning after, something around 20 hours. Though i told him specifically that take pictures, he didnt take any.
Then i msg him that im going to bed. He replied a bit late and said oh i think youre asleep now and i said no im awake. He said why? Why dont you sleep? Please dont stay up because of me and i said okay i love you and i like to do this and then he went on and on about such a burden it is knowing that im waiting for him to reply so that i can go to sleep.
Too much to ask?
I got sad. I didnt show, he wouldn’t have noticed anyway.
I didnt know msg ing me was a burden. Sorry if you have to spare a minute to say good night...!
Im really very much sad.
my best friends went out without me again. I dont know why they are doing this. But it doesnt matter. I have him. That is all i need.
Also, his pectorials look so dope...drives me crazy!
i feel bad about not trusting him. He is a good man. He counts on my support. I love him with all my heart.
He said he lacks confident, just a bit. And i told him how great and smart he is and i meant every word of it.
