Day 110

i feel like i let him down. I told him about an international congress and  how i dont want to go and he seemed kind of sad. When i told him what happened? He said i thought you were more eager about your career :(

Day 109

he posted a picture that said something about how great is solitude and everything. It actually made me sad. He is not single and not alone. 

I told him, he said he didnt mean it that way and deleted it. But, you know... :(

Day 108

what is it about him that makes me want him so much? That makes me want to stare at him without saying a word? That smile, those eyes...

I was thinking wether i tell him about here or not? I decided to keep it for now. Lets see what will the future bring us.

Day 107

i was somewhere and i couldnt check my phone. When i finally had the chance, i saw he msged me and then he sent me a sad emoji. I told him what happened?? He said you didnt answer and i missed you. Aww *_*

Day 106

he got his first salary today. He was so happy, and i was so so so happy. He is a smart guy and is a fighter. My fighter <3

Day 105

i feel like i belong to him. He talks as if im his. And I absolutely love it.

Day 104

he said “you know that if you become hurt, sad or cry, even a little bit, i would die??”

It was by far, the most romantic sentence ever!

Day 103

he went hiking again. He is so energetic and i love it.

Day 102

he works out and his stomach is flat. He ate so much this morning that his belly was like a ball hahahaha. I told him that he must never be like that except after eating. Gladly, he accepted :))

But like even with that huge belly he had that V :p

Day 101

I remember when we were in a taxi, i held his hand and I thought im so lucky. This feeling... that he is mine, that i can hold his hand whenever i want, this is paradise.