Day 100

He printed my painting and put it on the wall. Gave me a picture and made me happy. He is a delight.

Day 99

He is also a photographer. A very good one. He put two of his photos on the wall behind his computer in the laboratory. One is his hometown, one is mine. And he also asked me to scan one of my drawings so he can print it and put it next to them.

He knows how to make me fall for him.

Day 98

idk what he does, but im madly in love.

Day 97

he found a job. I hope it goes to the plan.

Ive been thinking about us a lot. I miss him :(

Day 96

he said he had a bad dream last night. I told him to talk about it if he wants. He said he saw us in the future. We had a baby together and everything was great until at some point i didnt pay attention to him. I didnt smile at him, i didnt hug him. I was tired of him.

That was his bad dream. Absolutely adorable. I assured him that i love him no matter what and i would never get tired of him.

Day 95

he doesnt talk about me to anyone. He doesnt mention he has a girlfriend. This makes me really sad. Im hurt...

He said i might do anything but i will love you always. And i said anything? He said you know what i mean. 

Yeah i know, he means if he had coitus or he kissed a girl or whatever...and i know christmas is around the corner and he is traveling to another city with all his friends coming and... :’( i keep telling myself trust him and dont worry.

I told him so if anyone asks you, you will tell them youre single? He said im not gonna sleep with anyone! I said so if this happens to me, shall i say im single? He said idk, its up to you. Its your life.

He said some romantic stuff too, idk, like how im the one and he promises he will never break my heart but...im sad :( 

Day 94

that happiness, that mind peace, that calmness i have when he is around... it is the best. He is the best.

Day 93

today was one of those days in which we couldnt talk much. We both over slept and then he went hiking.

But I thought about him... A LOT!

Day 92

he asked me if i like adventures and i told him yes. He is really obsessed with it but im like ok with it. I dont love it but yeah, it will do.

He went on a small mountain and video called while eating breakfast and the whole time i was thinking about how much i want to be with him right now...and he said i wish you were here :)

Day 91

he made me eat today. I have lost 2.5 kg in four days. I made him worry. I tried, just for him.