Day 78

Im blessed. He is perfect. I know he is always there for me, we can do anything together.

Day 77

he got vaccinated today and all i could think about was why am i not there to take care of him and everything?

Day 76

+ my friend sent me a picture and by the time i decided i wanted it he was gone and couldnt buy it.

-what picture?

+ it was a lighter. Look at the pic.

- your friend is a boy?

+yeah

- dont worrt love, i will order the best zippo lighter for you.

His jealousy was so adorable.

Day 75

Im so blessed. He is my rock. I was scared about something and he calmed me down, told me he is there for me and i shall call him if i panicked. I told him im so happy with you and he said we will stay happy together. :)

Day 74

maybe I am a little obsessed?

He is just adorable! 

Day 73

he made me really sad today.

Last night he was at his friends house and well...i didnt hear from him untill the morning after, something around 20 hours. Though i told him specifically that take pictures, he didnt take any.

Then i msg him that im going to bed. He replied a bit late and said oh i think youre asleep now and i said no im awake. He said why? Why dont you sleep? Please dont stay up because of me and i said okay i love you and i like to do this and then he went on and on about such a burden it is knowing that im waiting for him to reply so that i can go to sleep.

Too much to ask?

I got sad. I didnt show, he wouldn’t have noticed anyway. 

I didnt know msg ing me was a burden. Sorry if you have to spare a minute to say good night...!

Im really very much sad.

Day 72

my best friends went out without me again. I dont know why they are doing this. But it doesnt matter. I have him. That is all i need.

Also, his pectorials look so dope...drives me crazy!

Day 71

i feel bad about not trusting him. He is a good man. He counts on my support. I  love him with all my heart.

He said he lacks confident, just a bit. And i told him how great and smart he is and  i meant every word of it.

Day 70

today he said the most amazing thing. He told me i give him strength and he is more confident when im around and he can do anything.

I blushed....<3

Day 69

Today i found out he follows his ex again. She is in America now. Apparently she pm him and asked him to forgive her and one thing led to another  and now they follow each other. Well...should i buy it?

I told him why didnt you tell me? He said it wasnt important. But it was to me! I want him to tell me everything...

Anyways, my friend told me that im stupid. That he is going to leave me for a blonde citizen and leave me heart broken.

I dont want to think about that. He loves me, i believe it. I know its going to work out. He is my other half.