Day!47

when he has a presentation, he always sends me his power point and i read every line. Although i don’t understand it, but it feels so good to be a part of it. Also, he loves it. 

Day 46

we video called, i told him i miss you... and i cried, but he couldnt see my tears. He said i miss you too... im really lonely here. And i couldnt hold my self and cried more. He cried also. It was... sad. Why does he have to go far away? What if we were born in a country like america? We never had to be apart like this...

I love him. He is my man. I must be with my man... :(

Day 45

we didnt talk today. I went to university and he was working late and we couldnt get in touch.

It was midnight and i wanted to sleep. I told him where r u? And he said im in the jungle walking. We talked for like a minute and he said everyone in here came as a couple. He is the only single one there. I said  im so sorry that you are alone because of me and he said this is my choice and im more than happy with it.

I started crying, he said he has to go walk again he is getting cold. I told him to go and cried even more. I miss him. I miss his arms around me. I miss his kisses. This is so hard. So so hard...

Day 44

He sent me a text and it was just the most romantic thing ever!  He makes me a better person. I love it about him.

Day 43

my classmate proposed. My man was jealous. The way he talked melted my heart. He is my one and only...

Day 42

He sent me our picture and said look! We look so good together.

And i smiled, a smile full of love...

Day 41

he said he doesnt want me to stay up late for him because it makes him sad. But thats not really up to him. I like to stay up for him!

Day 40

he had a presentation today and i asked him to film it a bit and he did. They way he talked, the way he walked, his hand movements...oh boy. Im definitely in love with the right man. 

Day 39

well i changed my mind, i wont cut my hair but i will dye them:D  it was because he told me i should say goodbye to your hair? And he said it in a really cute way and i just cant do it.

He told me to never leave him becaus he’ll go crazy if i do, this is funny because im afraid that he leave me too, lol.

So i assured him that i will never leave him, no matter what.

Day 38

i wanna make a big change. I wanna cut my hair really short and dye them a very weird color. I know he loves long hair so i told him first. And he said if you promise me that your hair will grow back until you come here, then do it.

And i was just sooo in love at that moment ! He is the cutest!!